This weekend was so healthy for me.

Wow I guess almost having the cops called on you and catching stephen's parents having sex. I think this weekend supercharged me for this week. I have all homework done for like 2 weeks w00t!

So how about that fire on the highway?

That big ass fire down by Stemilt North closed the highway. I hope they get on it and so it doesn't do damage to the road. If they have to fix the road and they don't do it by friday I may not be able to come hang out.

The most depressing day is tomorrow.

Tomorrow is going to be my birthday. Supposed to be great right? Not this time. I 'm turning 17 and I still don't have my license, my brother leaves for Iraq tomorrow, my new computer won't get built, I'm not having my birthday party at my house I have to have it at a close friend's home. How fucking embarrassing is that I can't celebrate my fucking birthday in my own fucking home! Not to mention that not a single person in Entiat remembered my birthday despite me making a huge fucking deal about it for 2 weeks and writing it on all the fucking whiteboards in the school. Damn motherfuckers.

My heart is heavy and I'm having trouble carrying it.

My brother going to Iraq worries me. I'm afraid he will die because he is going there for a top-secret mission on his own. He was taking a test and a 3-star general came in and pulled him out of it. The general gave him the orders that he was supposed to go to Iraq for 6-months by himself and he was not to disclose any further information until he arrived in Iraq. He is supposed to leave tomorrow which is my birthday.

Wow this week is gay.

My cousin from Seattle blew off his hand making a pipe bomb I dislocated my shoulder ice skating, and then again this morning playing basketball. I also found out today my brother is being sent to Iraq. My shoulder hurts so fucking much cause I set my shoulder back in its place by myself. I might fail English because I have that research paper coming up and a little behind. My birthday is fucked over because my river is flooding, the snow is pure ice, the lean-to on my house caved in and destroyed one of my snowmobiles, my chimney fell off because of the ice on top of my roof falling off, and mission ridge and steven's pass are closed. WTF i'm I going to do for my birthday now? Could I have it at one of your guys' house or something?

SUPER FUCKING COOL WEEKEND

I had a shit load of fun this weekend as the subject implies. Friday
I went and spent the night at a friend's house. I think his really
hot sister likes me. She is really nice and she is a cheerleader.
Anyways, I spent the night at their house and then went snowboarding
on Saturday. I had a lot of fun that day but rode down early to
attend a basketball game. On the way down my friend's mom who is a
secretary in the district office let me know that a Female Foreign
Exchange student from Germany who is a Junior is coming this week so I
have another opportunity of sorts. After the basketball game I went
and spent the night at another friend's house whose dad is custom
computer builder and so we talked shop about computers for a bit.
After I talked to him my friend and I walked over to a birthday party
going on next door. We played X-Box and ate cake. Around Midnight,
one my close friends is fooling around with his girlfriend in a
bedroom. Some people walk in there and talk for a bit. Another one
of my friends falls asleep on the bed they were on. The two go back
to fooling around even while the kid was asleep on the bed. The next
morning I get up at 7:00 am. I put on my shoes and other snow gear
and walk to the birthday girls house from the last night at 7:30. I
knock on the door for about 30 minutes thinking someone is going to
answer the door soon. Around 8:00 I said Fuck it and just walked in.
I woke up a few guys and they woke up everyone else. We were supposed
to leave for mission ridge at 8:00 but we end up leaving at 10:00
because everyone is so f'ing slow. The runs were good. I saw
Justin's brother up on chair 4 and asked him where Justin was. He
says something about him killing Justin and then started talking shit
to me and my friends. We rode up and waited for him and his friend.
We watched go down hill a little and he is going gay ass slow. I
start off and just blast right by him. One of my friends sprays Matt
and asks him, "Whats the hold up, pussy?" and took off past him. Matt
tried to say something like "your mom" or something like that but we
didn't catch any of it. The rest of the day was great. After
snowboarding we went to Leavenworth for the Fire and Ice Festival. In
front of the van we were riding in there was some ice on the sidewalk.
Two of my friends and I made it worse by pouring water over the rest
of the side walk and letting it freeze. Then we all sat and watched
people slip on it. After that we went and watched the fireworks show.
The fireworks show was cool cause we walked down to where the
launchers were and so we had the best seat in the whole damn town.
The booms from the fireworks would go all the way through my body.
After that we went and got payphone numbers and called them with cell
phones and got people to answer them. Then we had our black friend
dance for nickels in a crowd of people. After that we stuck a sweater
in one of our friends hoods and making it so he was a foot taller with
a giant head and putting goggles over it. We had him follow people
around and scare little kids. We left Leavenworth after that and then
went rail jibbing at the school with our snowboards and got towed by
cars through the school parking lot. Slept at a girl's house that
night and then came home.

Where you guys be tonight?

Didn't manage to catch you guys on msn tonight. I plan on going to mission on Sat. Afterward I may be able to hang out. Not sure though so don't start making plans. I think I'm starting to use this more than my email. It seems to reach a wider audience somehow. Well see ya later!

Everyone must do bridge builder

The annual bridge building contest is coming up as a project in my physics class and will be entering it. The way I figure if you guys signed up for it that would give us a 1/6 chance of going to Chicago for national championships. I already have my first bridge sketched out and I will start building tomorrow. You should ask your teacher about it if you want to know more me thinks.

My mission in Wenatchee wasn't accomplished this weekend.

The whole point of going to Wenatchee this weekend was to celebrate not only Erica's birthday but Serge's as well. The present I was supposed to get for both Serge and Erica was an ice cream cake with the Jesmds6 logo Justin made that started the whole "jesmds6" shabanga bang. However, I never did get that ice cream cake for you two and I must apologize for that. Consider it an IOU for one ice cream cake. On a side note, I never actually told Serge happy birthday. Yeah so happy birthday Serge.

"Please don't slow me down if I'm going too fast. You're in a strange part of our town...
Yeah, the night's not over. You're not trying hard enough. Our lives are changing lanes, ya ran me off the road.
The wait is over, I'm now taking over. You're no longer laughing. I'm not drowning fast enough......."

See ya.

I don't care about swimming.

I'm not a swimmer. Could have been but chose not to. Good thing too cause you girls would have laughed at my retarded swimming. lol. See Ya.

Yeah so like I punched a wall today so what?

Fucking Entiat. Today was such a shitty day. When I walked in the door from the bus. My brother was being a jerk off and in the mass of his crowd while I was walking by he jumps out in front of me and yells, "Hey you didn't miss the bus today!" All of his friends laughed at me and I called Pat an idiot. As I walking away though one of the girls he was hanging out with said back, " Yeah well you're gay!" That totally shat my day up. Next, during P.E. we were playing basketball. I jam my fingers on the ball, my hand gets stepped on and I get hit in the face. Shortly after that I was checking my face out real quick near the basket and a total asshole on the other team checked the ball in off the side of my head. Thats when I flipped out and grabbed the ball and chucked it in the guy's face at point blank. I then kicked the bleachers and then punched wall four times. Yes, solid concrete wall. Everyone just kinda stared at me while the asshole was on ground with a bloody nose. I walked into the locker room and sat down. I calmed my ass down and changed my clothes. I walked out and sat down. I noticed my right pinky knuckle was bleeding profusely and was turning dark purple. I went to the nurse's office and got an ice pack. The day continued on until lunch. I swear every kid in the lunch room asked me if I need anger management. I went on trying to be as casual as possible. During sixth a kid tried to dig his thumbs into my pinky freaking hurting my hand really bad, especially after I punched his watch aiming for his face. During seventh when we weren't playing music girls would come up to me and try comfort me and tell me that shit is ok. After school, the same kid tried to get my hand again but I managed to get a strike in to his stomach shutting him up pretty quick. Then, I wasn't able to go to youth group cause I couldn't get in contact with my parents to tell them that I was going to need a ride afterward. So I came home and my step dad tried to get on my case for calling my brother an idiot and almost punished me for calling Pat an idiot. So yeah here I am letting you know how shitty of a day its been.

You guys made me so sad today........

The day before I heard that everyone was mad at a few people and at school today I was so depressed thinking that a few friendships were going to end because of some shit. I don't ever want to see shit like this happen. I hate seeing my closest friends arguing amongst themselves. I'm sorry to hear that this had to happen but I guess you can't put words back in a mouth like putting toothpaste into a tube. All you can say is sorry and try to pick up the pieces to try to renew a friendship injured by simple noises coming out your mouth that others understand.